Crushed

As a young child, my mom used to say to me, 'never give up on whatever you do', or 'you can accomplish anything if you try your best', you know, along those lines. You get the picture. I guess it doesn't apply to everything in life.


Yes I know, this may make me sound like a spoilt brat. 'Oh, so you expect you can have anything you want lah?' my mom would go. But I'm not referring to an object, or any materials. I'm talking about someone, whom had everything I had ever wanted in a person.  A person who I look forward to see every single day. A person who can make my day like no other person can. A person who grazed my definition of 'perfection'. She knows me inside out, and everything else around me. And vice versa.


My bestfriend, my everything.


I feel like everything - all the tears, the laughter, the joy and the pain - from the yesteryears have gone down the drain, just like that. All that's left are beautiful, yet very very painful memories...

I love you