Happy Holidays!

Im too lazy to type a lot right now haha. Had a great time with Hafiz and Elena yesterday =)




Anyways, enjoy the mini holidays =D

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to Hanah MONTANA Cheong Yee Ching Chong...... *mumbles* lol

Party

Heres some pics from me and alexcias bday party =)
(Check out my amazing necklace XD)

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I would like to apologize on behalf of nadzri and myself for the sentimental and jiwangggg posts lately. You guys must be starting to get sick of it right? If you are, dont read the following paragraphs.


Before this blog was set up, me and nazdri promised to each other that we would avoid blogging about our personal feelings as much as possible, but sometimes the pain becomes unbearable, we just have to let it out, somewhere, somehow...but never in details =) so yeah we see this blog like some sort of a 'punching bag'.

Ages ago, my mom kept telling me to never give up on anything, anything. Perseverance, persistence, determination is key she said.
She said that all the 'knights' would fall down from their 'horses' sooner or later, but the tougher ones would simply 
climb back onto their horses.
Bedtime stories huh...

I dont know whether this applies to dealing with people, or rather, 
feelings though.  
I knew my common sense led to the word 'give up', but my intuitions prevailed. I instilled a sense of faith and self belief in myself that 
I am capable to achieve in what was actually just simply a dream.

A dream that's just simply too good to be true....

Pain

They say pain is temporary
but the time in pain
feels like
eternity

Im 17!!

haha im 17. first of all i would like to say thx to everyone who greeted me. friends, family and cousins hahaha really apreciate it. special thanks to suf hahha thnks buddy and i wana see u grow old and wrinkly to but not in detail lol. sorie havnt been bloggin alot been busy haha. heres how my first day of being 17 went...

i actually had quite a good day hahaha suf and iqah stayed up to greet me though "happy 17th gayboy" isnt really the first thing u wud like to see when u turn 17 or any other year u noe lol but apreciate it hahaha also alexcia and amelia stayed up 2 haha thx u 2 =) and also special thanks to my mom and dad hahaha i also received 2 text messages from wana and faridah haha thanks loves for taking ur time to write to me hahha...

In registration the next morning sumone thot it was a good idea to sing happy birthday lol was pretty embarassing lol but again apreciated it haha.most of the day went by normally though i cudnt hide a slight smile on my face most of the day hahaha nothing extremely special happend but im not complaining hahaha though i did go to dinner with my family in this quite good pizza place haha family dint like it hahaha again i aint complaining lol..

oh oh oh i have jst officially received the weirdest gift u can get on ur birthday. guess what? lol i got "Pleasuring Lubricant" HAHAHA cracks me up. he thot i need help haaaaah i shud give it to suf he always complains he cums too quick ooops slash that XD lol i also got an amazing superman pendant from alexcia hahhaha always wanted 1 lol thanks love X) haha

so that was my first day of being 17 without going in to too much detail hahaha i have a school house football game tomorow so wish me luck haha thanks again to everyone who greeted me apreciate it a whole lot haha thanks =) enjoy the song hahah im re-hooked to it lol and anyone who wants to come to me and alexcia's bday party on friday its at club hips lol ;p chow

Happy 17th Birthday Nadzri!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY to my bestbud! The closest I have to having a brother =)
Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan bulu idung, Amin.

I wish for many more birthdays to come your way so that I can watch you grow old and wrinkly.

Soundtracks of my life

Have you ever heard a song that means so much to you that it 
becomes more or less a song that defines a year or a 
particular stretch of time in your own life?


I miss last year..a lot.

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don't know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life



Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just aint true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

Im sure you guys know that song =)

It means a whole lot more than a song to me..